Waking Up in a Panic

My morning gives a new (accurate) definition of the phrase. Had an absolutely terrifying dream that my mom withdrew me from Princeton. Basically I went back home for spring break, after having done horribly on my midterms. Woke up one morning and my mom told me she unenrolled me since I was obviously not smart enough to handle the coursework there. Immediately started crying and begging her to let me go back, but she wouldn't let me. I then proceeded to call a few of my friends, who all told me that they weren't allowed to talk to me, and that my mom was shipping me off to a Buddhist university in China. Weirdest thing ever. Cried a ton more and begged tons more. Talked to my dad, who basically told me my mom was right and that he supported the whole Princeton-unenrollment, being shipped to China plan wholeheartedly. Contacted Princeton to be told that since I was now officially unenrolled, they couldn't do anything. I eventually got so desperate I contacted the police, since there seemed to be something criminal about this whole thing, and they told me that since I was still 17, I was still under the jurisdiction/care of my parents and they couldn't do a thing.

I legitimately woke up in the worst state ever. Could barely breathe and was basically gasping and sobbing. Maegan like ran into the room and had to hold me for a bit which helped me calm down a lot. From what she knew and said, I essentially had a panic attack. From a dream. Yeah. I guess maybe we can take it as a sign of how much I love it here? Or just a ridiculously overblown illustration of my fear of being forced to leave here and never actually accomplish anything.

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Two midterms and an interview. The interview seemed like it went pretty decently - we'll see though. Apparently a decision should be made tomorrow. -stresses-
The midterms... could have gone better. They also could have been worse though. I mean... Yeah. I never know what to think about tests here. So we'll just see for that too.

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Had a Beyonce/guacamole study break. It was pretty awesome. Belted out Love on Top with Hansen. According to Kathryn, we sounded like strangled cats. Ah well. Then proceeded to pose in ridiculous positions behind Hansen while he ignored me and played Temple Run. Pretty hilarious. =]

I keep thinking tomorrow should be a chill day or a weekend just because it's been such a hectic day today... But nope. Four hours of class and lab. Yay. At least it's mol lab and not orgo lab haha. In any case, keeping my fingers crossed for the interview results tomorrow, and it's going to be a good day!