Insanity

I might be going a bit crazy. My emotions have been fluctuating like crazy over the past few days, and it really worries me. I mean, certain things/people/actions calm me down, so I try to do that whenever I can, but I'm just not at liberty to spend all of my time trying to keep calm. Which is just ridiculous, because it seems like the only way to keep calm is to spend my time trying to do so, and I need to use that time to study so that I don't freak out. Sometimes I really do wonder if my problems are more serious than I think, but that's just me being paranoid. I think I'm just too tired/stressed/etc and have been primarily in such a state that I don't even realize it until it washes over me, which is scary. In any case, I really need to write this politics paper.