I'm putting life on hold for a little while. The world can wait.

Maybe in a sense, cutting myself off from the world will help me. Maybe it'll help me actually believe in what I know, if I surround myself in my own world and forget about all of these outside pressures. After all, in the end, I define myself, not others. Not what the world believes. Not my grades, not a letter or a score. Not what people tell me, because in the end, I have to say it to myself. Maybe if I listen to myself, really listen, I can figure out what I want and believe in... Maybe then I can heal. 

 I can't help but want to have someone here though. It really is a beautiful night.