Have you ever been in the predicament where you find out that someone you liked, as in truly liked, didn't have any feelings whatsoever for you, and only asked you out because they knew that you liked them, and that the person THEY liked didn't like them back? Has it ever happened that you're just so confused, and sad, and just befuddled on why? And has it ever happened that the very person who you cared for, broke up with you and is asking out your friend, who also likes him? Well, that's my predicament. I've accepted the fact that the guy's an idiot and unfit to be a boyfriend of ANYONE, and I've accepted the fact that my first ever like, possibly love (can't tell because I have no prior experiences), was one-way and idiotic, but I can't see how to get my friend to realize that sometimes you have to follow your brain and not your heart. If she's reading this, I hope she'll figure something out. I don't want to influence her decision, since it's a matter of HER heart, but if the same thing happens to her that happened to me, I'll just be pissed. Pissed that the guy would even DARE to do that to my friend, and pissed that I couldn't stop her from making a mistake. So even though its a matter of her heart, and I shouldn't even be involved in this crap, I'm just going to put the plain, truthful, PAINFUL facts that I just learned today, and, if she's reading this, I'll hope she can make the decision that she won't regret in the future.
1) He asked me out only because he knew I liked him.
2) He never liked me, not then, not now, not ever.
3) He throws around the word "love" a lot, of which I actually half-believed.
4) I've come to the conclusion that he just wants a girlfriend, no matter who it is.
5) He is a liar. This is not an opinion.
6) He has no feelings for my friend that I know of, even though he asked her out. Refer to comments #1 and #4.
7) It sucks like hell to find out that he never liked me, and it'll suck like hell for my friend to find out that he never liked her, if that's the case.
8) I hate myself for actually liking him, and believing he liekd me back, so if my friend does accept his 'offer' I hope she won't regret it.
P.S. Pink Bunny, this is what I do when I'm emotional, but I don't usually publish it. Even now, I haven't published the whole thing.
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