Honestly, lately I've just been musing at how beautiful life is. How beautiful He makes it.

But at the same time, I'm so unbelievably exhausted. I'm perfectly content, and I'm having a wonderful time with friends and at work, but I feel so physically and mentally drained every night and even when I wake up in the mornings.

I find myself losing touch with God as well, which is frustrating because I seek rest in Him. It's a seemingly never-ending downward spiral - the more tired I am, the less I look to Him, and the more tired I become. I need to find the faith and the willpower to seek Him regardless of my mental and physical state. I need to embrace the fact that He's all I need.