I'm afraid of trusting people too much. I don't want them to leave me. I can't be alone. I've cried so much over so many friends already, I can't make that worse by having someone too close to me. And I have those friends right now - I have people I tell almost everything to. But at the same time, I can't bring myself to tell them everything.

I just always have this feeling that my problems are my own. Beyond the fact that they're usually my own damn fault, I have to deal with them myself. And while everyone says that talking to someone helps, most of the time when I do, I just feel guilty for burdening them with my problems. They have their own shit to deal with, so why do they have to deal with mine too?