Default Mode

It used to be that I was always happy until I had a reason to be sad. And even then I bounced back relatively quickly. 

It's not that I default to a mode of sadness now, it's just not happiness like it used to be. I just tend to be sort of mentally drained and a bit melancholy. In a mood of wanting to sleep all day even without actually being tired/needing the sleep. I don't like this. Two more weeks then I'll be back in San Ramon - maybe it'll do something for me.