Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Relapse


I don't know. I just don't know. Did I take rejection that harshly? Am I being crazy? Am I doing this because it makes me feel better or just because? Do I want the attention? Am I trying to get it? 

 I don't know what I'm doing. Why I'm like this. What happened? It's like I have these brief flashes of not being in control. I'm fine the rest of the time, but those flashes haunt me. I can see their effects and it's not pretty. It's not me. It's not something I would do, so why am I? 

 What's wrong with me?

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