I probably really shouldn't even be feeling bad for this. But still...

Yeah, I think I'm having a feel-bad night. I'm not really even sure why. I just sort of feel horrible, and now I'm thinking about how horrible of a person I am sometimes... You know, I'm really too judgmental sometimes... And pretty impulsive and stubborn. And mean. And I have a short temper. And a little narrow-minded at times too. I'm lazy and don't work nearly as hard as I should... Do I even really deserve all of the schools I got into? I've done some pretty terrible things in my life... I don't even want to think about them really. Sometimes I'm surprised I have friends. And I worry about when I go to Princeton - will I end up being one of those arrogant, snobbish people that prospective students worry about? I don't know sometimes...