Day 12 - The Person Who You Hate the Most/Caused You a Lot of Pain

Hey, you there. Yeah, you. You know who you are. Why are you so amazingly stupid? Why do you keep doing things that will come back to bite you, again and again? Why don't you ever learn?

You need to use that brain of yours. I know you have one, you seem to use it fine when you dream of stupid things to do. All these elaborate schemes that just end up hurting yourself. Learned your lesson yet? All those nights you cry yourself to sleep because karma is a bitch? Decided to take life seriously yet? All those times you've wondered, "Why, oh why, did I do that?" Woken up from your dream yet? Every time you want to punch yourself in the face. Realized that if you do something wrong, it'll stay with you, yet? Have you?

Poor little girl. People look at you and think you're pretty amazing. But they don't know you like I do. They don't know your ugly side. You hide it pretty well, girl. But it's not fooling me. You're far from perfect. Far from good. Far from even decent. You know what you are? You're someone too scared to take responsibility of her actions. Someone who doesn't use her head. Someone people look up to when they really shouldn't. Yeah, that's you.

Every time you decide to do something stupid, you'll get caught. You will. You'll get caught and you'll hurt those around you. It'll all be your fault. Yours alone. And maybe you'll remember this letter and cry again, because you weren't smart enough to listen. Weren't smart enough to learn from your mistake. Weren't smart enough to realize that you shouldn't do it. Or are you? Are you smart enough to heed this message and remember? Remember that stuff doesn't always end well? Remember those times you went to bed in tears? Remember the people you've hurt along the way?

Wake up. Stop dreaming that dream of yours, and realize that the world isn't going to care about one little girl who gets burned by her own actions.