On Love ♥

Well, all I have to say is that I think some girls would absolutely love to be in my position. Talking solely on the love/like aspect, of course. So yeah. I bet lots of girls would love to have a guy who sends them presents from halfway across the world, but... I don't know, somehow it makes me feel bad, almost as if I've done something wrong. I mean, if this happened to someone else, I could totally imagine myself being sort of jealous and all, but it's just different this way...

I really don't deserve any of this, and I don't understand why it's happening. Like, sure, he'll disagree, but I'm really nothing special. There's tons of girls out there better than me in every way, so why is it me?

It's so cute and everything, but now I feel bad for rejecting him continuously because I guess I've been forced to realize just how much he likes me? But I don't like him back, so what am I supposed to do? I don't want to go out with someone who likes me so much when I just don't feel the same... But I don't know.

It's just confusing.