Anyways, I'm currently reading this (fictional) book about this girl who used to be fat, but then slimmed down and somehow dated the hottest guy in the school, broke up with him, and is now surrounded by cheerleader friends with whom she does not fit in. I figure that this girl is amazingly retarded. I mean, why would you want to be someone you obviously aren't? If you don't fit in with your friends, who the hell are you going to fit in with??? Besides, she's still wanting to re-date that hot dude, even when (HELLOOOO!!!) he freaking hit her, stalked her, and made her dump her original friends.
So anyways, I figure that there might actually be some of those girls (*gasp*) at CHS too, but I don't know. Whatever, they're losers. I love my friends though. I can totally be my own, crazy, hyper, out-of-control self, and they still love me. XD Yay!
And I thought, usually guys would be cooler and less vain, right? And that's usually the case, but every once in a while, along comes a guy who has this freaking huge ego *coughs* and is always adjusting his hair *coughs* and thinks he's all that *COUGHS*. It's rather annoying.
I sort of wish we were in elementary school again. Only in the sense that in elementary school, no one gave a sh*t about clothes, makeup, or whatever. You just had those friends that you hung out with and everything was awesome. Sure, people would tease you about liking so-and-so if you hung out with him all the time, but other than that, life was grand. But now, you see these little 3rd graders wearing tons of makeup, shopping at like, Nordstrom Rack, and wearing designer jeans/purses, and it's sort of like, "What the hell?" Even more so, what kind of weird parent would buy that stuff for their kids? How much money do you guys have?!?! Okay, done ranting. On this subject, at least. XD
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And now on to the relationships. I have a friend (not a really close one, but still a friend) with whom I was discussing boys with (along with like, 6 other people), and she just said, "Guys for me are like shiny new toys. They're fun for like a week, then they get boring." At that point, I was seriously just like, "Wait... She did not just say that..." I thought my sister was crazy, having a different guy for every year of high school, and yet this girl has had four boyfriends in freshman year alone.
I mean, I hate to judge, but it really seems that relationships these days really don't go anywhere, and I think that's mainly because of people's attitudes towards them... It's like, people these days date for the heck of it, just to see what it's like, what this guy/girl is like, whatever... There's these girls (and guys) who've had like, several boy/girlfriends, and have kissed all of them, and I just find it sort of weird. For me personally, I'd rather not have a boyfriend at all than to have one that I don't actually like. And I definitely wouldn't kiss someone just for the heck of it. (Thank God none of my close friends are like that...) Maybe it's just because I'm so into that fairytale love story? It's sort of weird; other people date to get to know them better, whereas I'd rather know the person better before I date them.
I might not be able to tell if I like a person (or if it's just a crush thing) before dating, but I would only date someone if I could somehow picture myself liking them, you know? Probably not, but whatever. Basically, I won't date someone who I can't think of liking, and even if I can think of myself liking them, I won't necessarily date them. I'm a rather complicated person. I guess I'm just too focused on having a guy that's "perfect." Not in every sense of the word, but in some senses... *sighs* Sometimes I really do get sick of waiting though, it's just sort of like, I'll see these happy couples and wish that I had a guy who loved me... And then at other times, I figure that if there was a guy who liked me that I know right now, then it would work out, right? But it hasn't happened yet, so sometimes I figure it probably won't happen at all... Oh well.
I'll find him someday.
I mean, I hate to judge, but it really seems that relationships these days really don't go anywhere, and I think that's mainly because of people's attitudes towards them... It's like, people these days date for the heck of it, just to see what it's like, what this guy/girl is like, whatever... There's these girls (and guys) who've had like, several boy/girlfriends, and have kissed all of them, and I just find it sort of weird. For me personally, I'd rather not have a boyfriend at all than to have one that I don't actually like. And I definitely wouldn't kiss someone just for the heck of it. (Thank God none of my close friends are like that...) Maybe it's just because I'm so into that fairytale love story? It's sort of weird; other people date to get to know them better, whereas I'd rather know the person better before I date them.
I might not be able to tell if I like a person (or if it's just a crush thing) before dating, but I would only date someone if I could somehow picture myself liking them, you know? Probably not, but whatever. Basically, I won't date someone who I can't think of liking, and even if I can think of myself liking them, I won't necessarily date them. I'm a rather complicated person. I guess I'm just too focused on having a guy that's "perfect." Not in every sense of the word, but in some senses... *sighs* Sometimes I really do get sick of waiting though, it's just sort of like, I'll see these happy couples and wish that I had a guy who loved me... And then at other times, I figure that if there was a guy who liked me that I know right now, then it would work out, right? But it hasn't happened yet, so sometimes I figure it probably won't happen at all... Oh well.
I'll find him someday.
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