I've heard it all the time, but I never thought about it. But in light of all of the things that have happened today, I really don't know. It was just so easy...
I can't help but feel that I really don't belong here, where I struggle academically and can't even do the things I love outside of classes. It was just so hard to find out I didn't make the team. I said I'd cry if I didn't, and I was only half-joking, but I really couldn't have anticipated the shock and complete despair that washed over me when I found out. It's wonderful here, but I can't help but wish I were a little bit better so that I could at least do the things I want to...
I almost wish I were back in high school, when I could still pretend that I was doing something and going somewhere with my life...
No comments:
Post a Comment