Thanks Guys =]

My friends can always cheer me up, even when they don't know I'm down. I love you guys forever. Thanks for always being there, even without knowing it.

As for you, I'll get over it. I WAS over it until you decided to bring it up again for your own good. Sure, you listed me understanding as a reason for the conversation, but when you're pretty much just going to tell me what you've already said, with more venom, and emphasize that you don't want to talk to you again, forgive me if I don't see my understanding as a main motive. I hope you got your closure and comfort. You don't hate me, you don't dislike me, yet you can't stand being around me, seeing me makes you feel sick, and I make you miserable. Wow. I feel sorry for you when you do find someone you hate. But you know what? Hate me. Do it. I'll make myself not care. You're the one who can't get over it, who can't accept what happened, and who doesn't want to listen to another perspective and a different explanation. I would be lying if I said it didn't hurt, if I said I didn't cry, if I said I didn't care. But I'll make myself not care. I'll make myself forget about you, move on, and live a good life regardless. I'll make myself go back to that place of tolerance and coexistence, even if you can't. If it was all a lie, it shouldn't be that hard for you to look at me. If you can't resolve your own conflicted mind, I sure as hell don't want to even TRY to help you anymore after that. Did it never occur to you that maybe I only talked to you to see how you were doing? Oh, of course not, because my voice makes you physically sick. I guess this whole thing sounded a bit bitter, and I'm sorry for that. I won't hold a grudge - it's not my thing. I'll stop talking to you since that's what you want. Well, I hope you're able to get over this. Live a good life. I mean that, truly.