221/365 (Unhappy Nights)

Yesterday was a different one in a way... I'm not counting on it repeating though, unless something weird happens.

But basically, every time I have a bad night, I feel like I should be extra happy the day after. There's probably some skewed up reason for that, like I need to make up for feeling sad about some crap or the other, but I don't know it. All I know is that I'm usually a lot more cheerful than normal the day after I do something like cry myself to sleep. It's sort of unconscious now. Although I was pretty content yesterday night after a while, so maybe it's carry-over effects from that? I don't even know. Oh well.