"Sorry doesn't mend a wrinkled heart."

Blessings

Life may be hard in many ways, but I'm blessed in so many others.

Don't be like this; it's only going to hurt more.

As the day goes on, it gets easier, and as the days go on, it gets easier.

Weren't you the one that said eventually you stop missing the other person? Is that the goal?

I still feel your pain.

I want to be there for you. But I can't, and you don't want me to be. Only God can.

It's so unfair that you take so much of my time just by virtue of existing.

Hey God,

It's me again
I know time always passes
Before it seems
I reach out
And I just wanted to say
Thanks
For being there
Thanks
For giving me what I needed
Thanks
For holding me through the pain
Thanks
For supporting me
For loving me
For grace
Mercy
Strength
Peace

I pray you watch over me
It's only in You I can do this
Because I don't have the
Energy
The resolve
The wisdom
To do it on my own
Please be here
Please be present
I know you are
Thanks for everything
I'm sorry for the ways I've strayed
And thanks
For always waiting for me
To come back

You know I'm in trouble when I no longer enjoy food.

A New Start

It's hard, honestly it is. But if that's what this is, that's what this is. That's what it will be.

God has plans in store for me greater than I could ever imagine. Greater than anything I could ever want or desire.

All you can control is yourself.

The gym is blissfully empty in the middle of the day.

I'm grasping, but I can't stop. God, please help me.

I'm counting the days to get rid of the pain.

Every minute is a victory.