Half Relaxing, Half Frantic

Break has been nice, but also insanely busy at the same time.

Been relaxing a lot (read: sleeping a lot), but also trying to do work and sort of failing (and subsequently freaking out about work). Went up to NYC and saw Chris, visited the Intrepid museum, had some yummy ramen. Went pumpkin picking today too! Hoping to get a bit more done before the start of school, but with going up to Cornell, we'll see how that works out.

Excited to see Faith and Ellen and Natasha though. =] Eh, we'll see what happens these next few days. Meanwhile, have a few pictures!

How Wonderful Are You

Thank you God, for holding me through this week and showering me with Your love. For being so patient when I was frustrated and angry, and for loving me when I felt worthless. Thank You for the beautiful autumn leaves and the crisp air, for woven sweaters and cookies and hot tea, for the stars in the night sky and late mornings spent curled up cozy in my bed.

Thank You for giving me this life God, for all of the amazing people I have met, and for all the beautiful things in the world.

People love me. Isn't that crazy?

I can't math, I can't physics. I definitely can't econ. Judging from my chem grades, I can't chem either. What am I doing here?

Completely drained. Two more to go.

Life is such a rollercoaster right now. Day to day, hour to hour, even minute to minute sometimes. I can't wait until this is over.

Not to be the better person, but to be a loving person in all regards.

I get so self-centered when I'm stressed or frustrated, and it's something that I really need to work on. Everyone's got their exams and other problems. What do they have on their plate today? How can I help?

Currently sitting in a room of econ, math, physics, and despair.

I feel so amazingly idiotic and unaccomplished sometimes. But then I think, this could go two ways. I'm either actually not that stupid, which is pretty nice, and/or I've somehow managed to be friends with so many amazing and intelligent people despite my obvious faults.

Loving Through the Stress

I can get so frustrated and I hurt those I love most... Please God, help me fix this. Help fix me.

I Don't Understand

Honestly, this is my midterms jam.

Honestly just exhausted.

Midterms week. I don't even know anymore, I'm just tired.

CLA - I should be fine. Hopefully.

CHM - No midterm during midterms week. One after fall break. Not on priorities list at the moment.

ECO - I literally have no idea what is going on in any regards to this class.

MAT - Someone save me.

PHY - Maybe? Maybe. Maybe not.

-sighs-

Since this is the happiness and joy that God provides me, should I not try my best to show others?