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Sometimes, you really piss me off.

I asked you if I could go over to a friend's house, and you said maybe. I asked again, and you got mad at me for asking again, but said maybe... again. So I wanted to clarify, and you got mad that I was apparently asking repeatedly. Have you considered that that was because you wouldn't give a straight answer? If you said no, I would have stopped asking. In your world, maybe might mean something concrete, but in mine, it means "I don't know."

I wanted to get a bike. You've been nagging me about learning how to ride one since two years ago, and I finally did, no thanks to you. But sadly, I can't get better at it because we don't have a bike that fits me. You finally said I could get one. Now you're saying that if I do, I need to bike to and from school? Really? Fine. If it comes to that, maybe I will. Don't blame me for not getting enough sleep then, because I'll be getting home late (and consequently going to bed later), and waking up earlier. The reason I didn't sign up for an A period spring semester was so I could sleep. But no, apparently I need to use that time biking to school because you don't want to drive me.

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I'm going here someday. =]

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It always hurts a bit when no one replies to my IMs. I rely on social interaction to keep me happy at times... Not always, but sometimes...

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I want my own island. =P

It's So Annoying When...

You decide that just because some of my friends don't get straight A's, or close enough, they can't get 2300+ on the SAT. Didn't you think I wouldn't be good at math when I'd cry by the bed every night because I couldn't memorize my times tables? Didn't you think I'd suck at piano when I'd cry every time I hit a wrong note? There's nothing stopping them from being just as good as they want to be. And if they don't get that 2300+, it wouldn't be because they're stupid. It would be because they probably didn't work hard enough. It wouldn't be because you said they couldn't.

Adversely, all you people out there, don't think you'll do well on things you don't try for. Trust me. I've tried it and it doesn't work. You don't want to fail before realizing that...

Merry Christmas Everyone!

I hope everyone is having a great break, and not planning on doing any homework today (unlike me...)! Snuggle up with a mug of hot chocolate (or whatever you drink if you don't like chocolate... eggnog?) and a good book (or your Kindle. Or computer, so you can play WoW) and just waste the day away. Fuzzy pajamas and socks, and a super fluffy blanket should be helpful too. ;D

Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night! =]

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I would become a chem teacher just to say Snape's little intro speech ("There will be no foolish wand-waving or silly incantations in this class. As such, I don't expect many of you to appreciate the subtle science and exact art that is potion-making."), and I would join a track team to scream "FOR NARNIA!!!" at the beginning of a race. Call me crazy, but I think these are perfectly good motivators. =P

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My favorite fruit of the... time? =P They're delish!

I Love My Dreams!

I had a most interesting one last night. So basically, it was one of those overrated good vs. bad type things, except it was absolutely amazing. We were like in the wilderness, with crumbling mountains and HUGE pines, and basically, both teams were trying to get to some endpoint. I'm not really sure if it was a competition or what, but it was fun. You had 7 days total to make it there, so I'm guessing competition.

Anyways, so we had Clarie, Ross (I know, right? xD), and me on one team, then some grown-ups on the other. The cool part is we all had daemons, like those animal spirit partners from "The Golden Compass"? And they had levels too! Anyways, I had a lvl 300-something baby white tiger, Clarie had a lvl 100-something bear cub, if I remember correctly, and Ross had some type of eagle or falcon. I think it was a falcon. I don't remember its level though...

In any case, it was a ton of camping and hiking and running and stuff, with a LOT of heights. Funny how you don't notice normal fears in a dream huh... We used barely-secured ropes to jump over chasms really high in the air and everything!

At some point, I got separated from Clarie and Ross, and sent on my own mission thing, where I basically proved that a ton of people were wrongly jailed (except it was like a Narnian jail with satyrs and all). So that was cool, but at that point, we only had 1 or 2 (I forget) days left to finish the quest, so I asked if anyone wanted to join our team, and we got two new additions: some dude named Lolo with a lvl 716 weasel daemon, and a shapeshifter, who was apparently a noble in the place. It was AWESOME.

I don't really remember the rest, but it was a more jumping, hiking, and such. At one point we confronted the bad team, and that was awesome. I miss my daemon though. =[

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I had another dream about being in some science-y lab too. It was like, marine-like, sort of like one of those walk-through aquariums. Jen was there, and somehow she found a poisonous sea snake like in a puddle or something, so everyone was psyched about that. Until she let it go. In the room. Everyone flipped and the stupid thing bit me. -.- I think Brian saved me somehow, I'm not really sure. But that was pretty interesting too. =P

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Apparently when I was little, I used to sleeptalk, and sleepwalk on occasions. But you could ask me questions and I would respond. And not gibberish responses, but coherent, logical ones. I was SUCH a weird child...

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It's so cute! =D

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Sometimes I really wish I was good enough. For anything. I'm always close to being good enough, but I'm never good enough. A freaking 10 points, a 0.5% away, but never good enough. And let's be honest here. Who cares about the girl who was almost good enough?

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Every princess wants her happily ever after...